Blood Checks / Tests

I got the shock of my life yesterday when I was following my dad to Pathlab.
I thought he was just going to take his OWN blood.
The conversation went something like this:

Dad : Have you eaten yet?

Me : No. Still waiting for you to go for your blood test.

Dad : Ok then you should do it too...

*I was caught by surprise..*

Why you wonder would I be caught by surprise?
Because I dislike blood tests / health checks. I know. I'm like an ostrich right...
I prefer to hide my head in the ground then to face reality...

But I already know I'm not healthy.
What more when you see it on paper screaming 'YOU'RE UNHEALTHY LAAA!!!!'
-_-"

I'm just afraid of discovering any type of unwanted sicknesses / illnesses.
That is frightening.
But I guess if I never check, I will never know.

And it's always better to know now then later when I'm about to die due to whatever problems that could have been scanned when I do a blood test...

I shiver at the thought of looking at my health report on Thursday.
Confirmed I need to start bucking up.
Need to start really exercising and jogging, cutting down my food intake, eating more fruits and living a more healthy life.

But why is it that it's so much harder to live out..?
Same goes for biblical principles and biblically related issues.
Man.
I don't really know.
Just hope that I can rely on His grace to help me through this.
I need to lose weighttttt!

Anyway, it's been troublesome trying to get all my contacts back.
My new phone has not arrived in my hands yet.
By Saturday!!!!! It should I hope.

I'm off to bed now!
Early day early dayyy tomorrowwww~