Of weekends and meaningful moments

Purify my heart,
Cleanse me from within
And make me holy

Purify my heart
Cleanse me from my sins
Deep within

Refiner's fire,
My heart's one desire
Is to be holy

Set apart for You, Lord
I choose to be holy,
Set apart for You, my Master
Ready to do Your will

- Refiner's fire by I don't know who...-

My weekend was full of hecticness and reflection amidst the hecticness.
I finally got my E71!:)
Loving the phone but need to ensure I don't idolize it..lest it be taken away from me again!

After mentoring session, I realised that I need to be purified.
That at the end of the day, I need to realise the sovereignity of Him in my life.
It's super hard for me to surrender my WHOLE self...but I want to.
I love the song that I put up in the starting of this post.
It's like a reminder and a reflection of what I want for myself this year.

My meaningful moment happened this morning during my church's first service.
The moment when I knew that I could worship Him despite of anything.
That refining is a process which takes time.
And at the end of the day I just want to praise and worship Him and OBEY.

Anyway, had a hectic weekend.
Was out the whole of Saturday and Sunday.
I'm like so tired now I can just fall on my bed and knock out till tomorrow.

Saturday was with mentoring, meeting, preparation for games, games, dinner and left 4 dead!
Sunday was 1st and 2nd services at church, lunch, left 4 dead, kite flying, dinner, home.
I'm really dead tired.

So much for kite flying.
I sacrificed my 2 hr nap on a Sunday evening..(raining heavily mind you) for a trip to desa park city thinking that I could fly a kite, but ended up raining heavily.
We spent our time at secret recipe indulging in sinful things such as CAKE.
LOL.

Left 4 dead is really cool!
In the sense that it makes you really get involved in the game..I have to admit I'm pretty addicted to it. LOL:)
But trying to keep it under control.

I think serving in the youth ministry is one of the most fulfilling and most exciting things I have ever chosen to do.
It's really great to see the youth bond together, grow together and experiencing God together.
Of course there are downsides too, but I just remind myself that everyone is human and no one is perfect.
Most of life is entirely up to the individual.
I can say this and that but it really depends on the person.

I just don't feel like going back to work.
:S
I won't be having a weekend next week thanks to the workshop that I have to attend.
And Monday is going to be a working day (it's supposed to be a public holiday) for me.
I guess there's not much point saying so much.
I think I'll just embrace it as a time to really get to know more of my colleagues at work!:)

Oh well...
I'm extremely tired now.
Gonna crash on my bed and sleep.
Till next time!