:)

It was a good night.:)
I think just being able to spend some time with the people you care about makes every moment so...special.
Doesn't matter if it's just getting a drink/meal/movie/whatever.

:)

It was a good night:)

Had splendid company for dinner and movies.

That's all I needed.

Hehehe..:)

So near yet so far away.

Feeling emotions which I haven't felt in a long while.:)
Feels good.
Reminds me that I am still human after all..

Going to be purchasing an xbox 360! Woo hoo..!:)
Also dad just bought a new lcd tv. LOL.

No updates at the moment.
Just living each day by itself.

:)

conflicts within.

Sometimes I think it's so hard just to live.
It seems that instead of living for ourselves, we live for other people.
We live to meet OTHER people's expectations of us.
Of our lives.

Hmm..I just find it quite disturbing at times.
I live for God alone.
I can't even say I want to live for myself even if I really want to.

Man, it's a struggle. :S

And I always wondered how something so good, so right can be so wrong at the same time?
Is it just me? Or is it this world?
Or is it because I've been a Christian for so long that all the principles and ideals are all sown deep in that I tend to think it is wrong?

Of course certain things are absolutely wrong still.
But sometimes after searching for so long and find nothing, the best thing or what appears to be the best seems to come in and you want to grasp it and take hold of it only to find that it is not right.

I struggle. I really do.
I always wonder how the older people e.g. parents can make such absolute statements which youths/young adults tend to take it as impossible or nonsense etc.
Have I grown so open that I've compromised the basic fundamentals of my faith?

Sigh I don't know anymore.
Isn't what makes us feel happy, good for us?
Or is the human feelings just deceiving?

Anyhow, terminator salvation was really good. At least I thought it was.
Awesome sound effects:)

It's been an ok week so far.
:)