Problems and Solutions

There are times when people have to go through things alone.
I feel that this is one of the times.

I wonder if I ever made any mistake?
Did I do anything wrong?
Am I too immature for these things?

Things just keep crashing down on me.
Even when I NEVER asked for them to crash on me.
I guess that's why it's 'crashing'.

I can't even let my guard down for one moment.
Damn.
When I do, I get hurt and jaded.
When I don't, I get stone cold and consistent..like a freaking tangent to the curves.

Sometimes I feel it's so much easier not to care.
Not to give a damn.
The more you care, the more you get hurt.

I guess it's all a test.
A test which I don't really know the intended outcome.
All I know is that even in this tests which I am facing, I can only rely and hope in God eventhough I feel undeserving.

Have to sort them out one by one.
Starting with my emotions.

August is a new month.
With a new month, comes new things.
Every day is a gift. No point worrying bout tomorrow.
Yesterday is history, today is a gift and tomorrow is a mystery..that's why today is called present.