And so I thought.

Last night's chat keeps on replaying in my mind.
I have more questions than I have answers.
As an engineer, it means that there's no solution.

I'm bumped out.
Crossroads again.

This has got to be the worst week of my life so far.
Freaking 2 days is all it took to screw up my week.

I have no mood to freaking work.
KPI has dipped to zero.
I'm so bloody distracted I don't know anything anymore.

What's real and what's not.

All I can do is let out a heavy sigh..one full of disappointment.
The type that even when it comes out, it feels like a relief but hasn't fully relieved it.

But despite all the disappointments, I have decided.
I have decided that the only way to solve all this is up to me.
I decided to wait and see what time reveals.
The pursuit continues.

And it is impossible to have no expectations.