Weighty Issues

It's odd being an engineer.

An overly big one in fact. I have self esteem issues which I don't even realize at times.

Maybe it's the fact that I've always been big and being called 'big', 'fat', 'fatty' or whatever has a negative connotation to it with my weight / size.

Hence the fact that I understand the times when people get called fat or whatsoever weighty calling.

I guess nobody is perfect and everybody has their own issues or imperfections. But what puzzles me is that fat people get picked on the most. Overly thin people never get that 'look' from people that they are overly thin. Only fat people do.

Fat people get a certain judgemental look each time people look at them. That's what I've observed so far.

The world craves for perfection so much so that any imperfection is despised and looked down upon.

Fat people are still people. Thin people are still people.

Personally speaking, it's not fun when people make statements about my weighty issues.

I guess it's time for me to shed some weight anyway, for my own personal reasons. I wish I didn't have to conform to what society wants.

It's sickening.

This is my first struggle in life.

'It is always better to admit ones weaknesses / inadequacies instead of ignoring them'