Post Modernism

Today during the sermon, my pastor talked about post-modern people.

And I started to wonder whether I am one of them...to a scary extent, I am sorta post modernised.

It is a constant battle to try and accept the words from the Bible as an absolute truth.

My mind constantly wonders why things have to be so? And why at times the Bible seems to be very judgemental or sort of like a rule book to keep us in check.

Maybe that's just my post modern side speaking. Internally, I do believe that the Bible IS the absolute truth. But believing is one thing and accepting it is another.

Well I just have issues to accept the absolute truths at times, but I pray that by God's grace my heart will learn to accept them.

Talking bout that, even when asked to share the gospel / testimony with other people who are non-believers, most of the times I feel inferior or unworthy to do so.

I don't want to be a hypocrite myself. Simply put.

I don't know if anyone else faces this problem, but I do and I don't really like it as it hinders me from sharing something good with my friends or loved ones...

Oh well, this is another one of the struggles in my life...:S

'The spirit and the flesh are always in conflict with each other..what the spirit wants the flesh doesn't, and what the flesh wants the spirit doesn't..'