Moody post.

So I thought it wouldn't happen.
And so I thought I wouldn't do anything.
I thought the world was a happier place with simple rules to live by and simplicity guiding it.

I don't know who I am anymore.
I don't even know if it's worth being so simple minded and so honest anymore.
Nice shouldn't even be part of the question.
I can't even be naive anymore.

I don't even know why I'm acting the way I do.
So many questions.
So few answers.

The fear of rejection is something I definitely need to handle.
Work place, social place, relationships..all the crap.

My reflection of life is .... there's so much to do and so little time.
So many things to repair and improve.
So many things to experience but limited exposure.

I think I am utterly afraid of abandonement.
And it's definitely an issue I have to deal with.

I don't know la.
I wish all these thoughts would just die. :(

Anyway, Star Trek was awesome!
Recommended to watch for the awesome sound and visual effects plus the story.
:)